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♥ annie ♥
♥ straight ♥ single ♥ louisiana ♥ 19 ♥

Heyyy, thanks for dropping by my page♥
I go by either Annie, Matrix, or any form of the word Potato!
I'm kinda weird and awkward at first but I like making friends! I really love LOTR, Star Wars, Pokemon, & the Lion King. My favorite animals are horses and I squeal when I talk about them. I'm a tomboy and I'm also a Bible-believing Christian! My favorite things to do (besides drawing) are eat, sleep, & bake goodies. I really don't like domestic cats, but I love dogs and wolves are really special to me♥


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FEATURED ART FROM GALLERY

Miss Ballator Entry - #F-111 Aureolus Eos by MatrixPotato
''Mom, you're messing up my fur!'' by MatrixPotato
DotW: The way it used to be. by MatrixPotato

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requests♥ forever closed!
art trades♥ if i feel like it! ask me!
point commissions♥ open!
paypal commissions♥ open!
collaborations♥ friends only!

I do not work on commissions on weekends or holidays!


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:iconchevalin-wanderlust: :iconaquanes: :iconequus-ballator:
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    things i love♥
    Corgi Stamp by TahkiBKWolf Love Stamp by cloudratI love Swedish Vallhunds by WishmasterAlchemistI love Friesians by WishmasterAlchemistHowls Moving Castle Stamp by SnapesImpPinkie Pie Stamp by KevfinSA Chihiro + Soot Sprite Stamp by TwilightProwlerI love Quarter Horses by WishmasterAlchemistPonyo Stamp by tk-for-shortImperfect Stamp by Vexic929Off to Rohan stamp by purgatoriSupernatural by kicsiannaTaters Stamp by Captain-SavvyStamp - PhotoshopElements User by firstfearStamp - Tablet User by firstfearSpirit Stamp by NativeHorse32LioDen Stamp by ShadziulecChristian Stamp animated by SailorSolarEquine Artist Stamp by Black-Heart-AlwaysDefinition of Marriage Stamp by PsalmSevenChristian but not insane by Lizzie-DoodleChristian fantasy artist stamp by Lightmare7Mr Bean stamp by HappyStampSupporting Sociopaths Stamp by LetsSaveTheUniverseIron Man Stamp - Tony + sunglasses by The-GreenGoblinDean *Nom* Stamp by ChrisilyScared Ed and Al stamp by Okami-MoonyOuran Highschool Host Club Stamp by DogFreak108Bilbo Stamp by AdraowenGun Stamp by MagicionaryAbortion Quote Stamp by neeneerStamp: Praising God by pralinkova-princezna


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    Tired, stressed, afraid.

    Tue Sep 2, 2014, 3:05 PM



    Recently life has really been hitting me hard. More specifically, adult life. In all honesty, I've been babied and not disciplined well. (I blame both my parents and myself for that.)

    I know I've said this a few times before, but my tablet is even worse and I'm really afraid that it's gonna die any day now. It's made me really stressed out that I don't even want to use it for fear that something else might go wrong with it. I don't even have half of the funds I need to buy a new one and my parents can't afford to pitch in anything at the moment because they have to pay for a lot of other things. So that brings in the really big (at least for me) need for me to find a job.

    But then that brings in even more problems. Finding a job isn't that big of a deal. I can stock shelves, I could work a cash register (with training of course), but the problem is a ride. I rely on my parents so much and it's not necessarily a bad thing, but to me I feel like I'm leeching off of them so much. My mom always tells me it's fine and that she doesn't mind because she loves me, but that just makes me feel even worse. She does so much more than me, not just for our family, but for my pastors family too, that I feel like if I add something else to the list she might explode or melt or something extremely unpleasant like that. D:

    My dad is talking about selling our old red truck (which was supposed to be mine when I got my license, but then it had break and transmission problems so it was useless for a long time, etc etc so now it's just a junky car that barely runs; i also don't have my license yet because of not having a car that i'm insured on or a car that runs properly for me to take the test with) to get me one that works properly. But then that just adds to my guilty conscious.

    I know I shouldn't feel guilty; helping me out is what my family is for. But I haven't done much to repay them for what they've already done and I feel like I need to be able to take care of myself without having to rely on everyone all the time. I'm not a little kid anymore. I'll be 20 next year. I even feel guilty for relying on God for my spiritual well-being, which hasn't been doing good either.

    I don't know. I just feel so tired and stressed and afraid of everything right now. Mostly the future. I know it's already planned out and God has everything under control, but that doesn't keep me from being concerned about it, especially when things like this happen.

    I'm probably overreacting about this whole thing. It's not like earning money is hard. I could probably just go walk dogs or something or mow lawns (I do that every other week anyway).

    buuuuuuuuut it's 5 pm and that means i can go curl up under the blankets and pretend to not exist for a while so

    *slinks away quietly*


    • Mood: Dazed

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    :iconblekimaru:
    blekimaru Featured By Owner 6 hours ago
    thanks for the fave ^^
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    :iconmatrixpotato:
    MatrixPotato Featured By Owner 3 hours ago  Student Digital Artist
    You is welcome yis
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    Jaewolfeh22z Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
    Wooaaaaa I'm from Louisian too~~~
    state buddies!

    //lawliamsuchastalkerhaha//
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    :iconmatrixpotato:
    MatrixPotato Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
    Whhooaooaa! o:
    State buddies 5ever brooooo
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    :iconcaptainkaito:
    CaptainKaito Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014
    HEY BB. I WANNA DO A COLLAB O3O BUT IDK IF YA WANNA DO IT. I ALSO NEED IT IN MS PAINT
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    MatrixPotato Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
    lol what kinda collab?
    ALSO WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOU DRAWING KAITO FOR DOTW?
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    CaptainKaito Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014
    AHHH I GOTTA GET TO THAT. I FORGOT MY SKETCH BOOK AT MY BARN D: BUT ILL DO IT RN AND POST IT ON IG.

    Do you know about Homestuck at all? If you do, I was wondering if we could do like a Karkat and maybe like one of your character eue. I still havent found my pen so I need to do everything in MS Paint again
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    MatrixPotato Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
    YES DO IT

    Uhh no not really. I've heard the name and all I really know is that there are people with orange horns???
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    Buttsaurus-Rex Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
    BBYYYYYYYY
    NOTE ME PLOX, GOTTA TELL YA SOMETHIN HILARIOUS
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    MatrixPotato Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
    NOTED
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